You've Been Aiming At The Wrong Chemical This Whole Time
Here's why switching pills never brought the feeling back: numbness doesn't live where your medication works. SSRIs flood serotonin. That's the floor keeping the depression away, and it's doing its job.
But feeling, joy, drive, wanting your partner, runs on dopamine, a separate channel the serotonin flood quietly presses a brake on. That's the "feeling ceiling." It's also why dose changes and new prescriptions only move you sideways: they're all pulling the same serotonin lever.
Bio Forge's crocin works on that exact dopamine channel, lifting the brake, not adding to the flood. Different channel. Which changes everything that follows.